My energy tells me....

I don't like to be integrated in the team. 

It makes me feel very uncomfortable.

Just let me continue what I do now.

It is frustrating to think, work out, review, share, correct, etc.

I have enough of the 'job'-feeling,

I have enough jobs to do.

There is also something else going on:

I'm high sensitive and high connective to others.

Sometimes people come inside me that fast, that I don't recognise that. 

I trained myself to recognise it,

but if that person has many simular behaviours and interests,

I'm not aware of it.

I know what's happened afterwards

when I watch myself doing things which the other person want me to do.

It is not me anymore.

I'm loosing energy then.

My way to unconnect is to create some distance for a few days.

When it doesn't work,

I quit the relation.

I have to find my way to deal with this.

For the moment it's better to force myself a bit

by not answering mails or questions immediately.

I need to walk intuïtive through life

not by filling in the needs of others.

My mission is helping people to become aware of their real needs.

To help them to become aware of the possiblities to fill in those needs.

And when that happens it is more easy for them

to ask the right question to the universe.

Solutions will show up.

I know this works well,

I've experienced it myself.

Writing the last words brings back my energy.

I guess this is all...