I wander around in this beautiful world and at the same time I'm aware about what is going on inside me. My contact with other people is very intense. Sometimes I'm not aware of the me and the other. Sometimes it is not easy for me to keep me the me who I am. Sometimes I'm the other. In the past I had a lot of problems with this. Sometimes I was in such a phase for many days. I liked it, because this world was nice to explore. And at the other hand my personal life became a mess.
After many years of ups and downs, I found several ways to handle this.
One of them is talking to someone while I draw a picture, this works very well when we meet by phone. I tried it several times and when the phone call is done, I read my picture. It gives me a clear answer about the questions which raised during the story at the phone.
That is one profit, sometimes I tell the person about the picture. They get some answers too.
The second profit is that I'm still 'me' at the end of the story. I don't dream about it, I don't suffer after it, I let the story with the storyteller. It is not a heavy issue to me. And I can continue what I was doing before the phone call instead of carrying the heavy weigth of other peoples problems.
And the third profit is a greatful feeling: I drawned a beautiful picture. I don't care if what others think about it, I like my pictures very much. They tell a story, they look great and I often use them again and again.
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