Tuesday, August 7, 2012

I only wanna play.....


 I only wanna play. In the past I thought I can't, I must be serious, work hard, raise our child, work at my inner problems, work at my health, work at my relation...... Had a hard time. After a while my brother toke me with him on an old sailing ship. My other brother was there to and a many friends. We laughed and played 3 days and after that I had pain for 3 days in my body because of the laughter. I had headache too! Had to work hard again, raise up our daughter, work at our relation. Had a harde time. Maybe it wasn't hard at all, it was my believe I had a hard time. Since those 3 days, I knew I had to change my life. And after many years of changing, dissapointments, discussions, angry words and a many tears I discovered I could live my life in the same circumstances with another attitude. I started to enjoy what I had. My work became a play. I changed the 'must' in a 'want'. Ok, It took a long time to become who I am now.
But almost everybody who watch me living my life give me a positive feedback.
I love my job, I love my husband, I love my daugther, I love my parents, I love my world-your world-our world. Why? I discoverd my gifts, I play with them, all kind of experiments became a playgame. I'm not telling, I wont cry anymore, oh no, this would be a lie. I'm not telling you I don't have bad luck anymore, it would be a lie too. But in every nightmare/bad situation there is always a hidden treasure. Believe me, I learn, I get an insight, I discover a original way out, I become stronger, I become wiser.
This is the story behind the picture.
Find your treasure, dare to play the game of life.



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