Writing at a I-dare.me community

Writing a post at this page..... 

I shared some before and doubted to write another. 

But I think this is something I have to do right now.

Since a few weeks I feel like I'm walking on thin ice. 

I feel very, very greatful when I get a sign that I am

at the right place at the right time

to make a difference in someones life. 

Especially when they are at a crossroad 

or in a big doubt about what to do or not. 

Continue or quit. 

I've heard years ago I was someone 

who shows the direction to others. 

I had my doubts about that, 

but all kind of fenomenal things happen 

and I started to believe in this. 

In july I joined a workshop about writing your own lifestory. 

I went through these days by full intuition. 

At the end of the week the other women called me 

excentric, special, magic, etc. 

And I had a dream: 

my whole world was moving:-) 

Since then I continued this way of being 

and there is still a lot going on around me. 

Its like I'm in the center of many peoples road to their destination. 

Like a "sign" at a crossroad. 

I'm not a teacher just a sign. 

A lovely mail of a friend 

of me who is greatful for my action 

 just at her moment of doubt is for me the sign 

that I have to continue what I'm doing. 

I believe strongly (also since that course) 

that my actions make a difference in many peoples life. 

But I also know that I go my way when the job is done. 

I will never continue to walk the same path 

with the people who got that sign..... I

t has nothing to do with them, 

its my path to walk alone. 

I wont step out of their life immediately,

but I know by experience that some day we grow apart. 

But the holy feeling of what happened 

will be kept like a treasure. 

 I could write a whole thick book about such stories. 

And before this month I asked myself many times: 

"why is my life like the way it is" I know now, 

it's my mission. 

I realy like to read Stevens stories:-) 

I also know that people like my stories, 

because they tell me when we meet. 

I'm a bit affraid to spend to much time to this new adventure 

of writing them down at this page. 

Because I'm spending much time in my other adventures.

But.... 

Ha, ha, I think about lesson one on the first day 

of that course of a few weeks ago: 

If you don't know how to start 

and if you have to much chaos in your head, 

do some mind mapping and pick one word out. 

Then write maximum 10 minutes about it. 

This is enough.... 

I did not agree at that moment, 

but at the end of the week 

I had so many little and beautiful stories. 

Not always wellwritten, 

but it was like my 365-days project: 

I started to feel and raising energy level 

and my stories became more readable each day. 

Ok, putting this aside, 

I would like to try to write for I-dare.me. 

Although my English vocabulary is a bit simple. 

Sometime I use wrong words when I translate from Dutch to English. 

Anyway, who would I be if I would not dare to do it. 

I have already a weblog which is a bit asleep, 

my Dutch weblog also, by te way.:-) 

I think it is very ok to write about ups and downs, 

because this will help others to try. 

Life aint always walking at the bright side of life. 

We have darkrooms too. 

Ok, this is it for now. 

I took more then 10 minutes, haha. 

I will do my best to make it shorter next time :)