Writing
a post at this page.....
I shared some before and doubted to write
another.
But I think this is something I have to do right now.
Since a
few weeks I feel like I'm walking on thin ice.
I feel very, very
greatful when I get a sign that I am
at the right place at the right
time
to make a difference in someones life.
Especially when they are at a
crossroad
or in a big doubt about what to do or not.
Continue or quit.
I've heard years ago I was someone
who shows the direction to
others.
I had my doubts about that,
but all kind of fenomenal things
happen
and I started to believe in this.
In july I joined a workshop
about writing your own lifestory.
I went through these days by full
intuition.
At the end of the week the other women called me
excentric,
special, magic, etc.
And I had a dream:
my whole world was moving:-)
Since then I continued this way of being
and there is still a lot going
on around me.
Its like I'm in the center of many peoples road to their
destination.
Like a "sign" at a crossroad.
I'm not a teacher just a
sign.
A lovely mail of a friend
of me who is greatful for my action
just at her moment of doubt is for me the sign
that I have to continue
what I'm doing.
I believe strongly (also since that course)
that my
actions make a difference in many peoples life.
But I also know that I
go my way when the job is done.
I will never continue to walk the same
path
with the people who got that sign..... I
t has nothing to do with
them,
its my path to walk alone.
I wont step out of their life
immediately,
but I know by experience that some day we grow apart.
But
the holy feeling of what happened
will be kept like a treasure.
I
could write a whole thick book about such stories.
And before this month
I asked myself many times:
"why is my life like the way it is" I know
now,
it's my mission.
I realy like to read Stevens stories:-)
I also
know that people like my stories,
because they tell me when we meet.
I'm
a bit affraid to spend to much time to this new adventure
of writing
them down at this page.
Because I'm spending much time in my other
adventures.
But....
Ha, ha, I think about lesson one on the first day
of
that course of a few weeks ago:
If you don't know how to start
and if
you have to much chaos in your head,
do some mind mapping and pick one
word out.
Then write maximum 10 minutes about it.
This is enough....
I
did not agree at that moment,
but at the end of the week
I had so many
little and beautiful stories.
Not always wellwritten,
but it was like my
365-days project:
I started to feel and raising energy level
and my
stories became more readable each day.
Ok, putting this aside,
I would
like to try to write for I-dare.me.
Although my English vocabulary is a
bit simple.
Sometime I use wrong words when I translate from Dutch to
English.
Anyway, who would I be if I would not dare to do it.
I have
already a weblog which is a bit asleep,
my Dutch weblog also, by te
way.:-)
I think it is very ok to write about ups and downs,
because
this will help others to try.
Life aint always walking at the bright
side of life.
We have darkrooms too.
Ok, this is it for now.
I took
more then 10 minutes, haha.
I will do my best to make it shorter next
time :)
